Excuse me,

but if you dislike foul language. don't read this.

FUCK YOU.
i feel like shit , and this isn't the first time this has happened to me.
actually, it always happens to me.
i hate high school so much.
these are by far the WORST days of my life.
i'm crying and i wish you felt really shitty.
but i know you don't.

on another note;
I LOOK FUCKING OBESE.
literally i could pass as being three months pregnant.
why do i do this to myself.
"you have a huge ass... like its massive"
that really helped.

so my fat ass is sitting here wallowing in self pity.
but hey, nothing i can do about it now.

you don't know what i'm talking about. but ranting and venting helped a little bit.

"You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small"