i'm so sorry i haven't been posting.
school is ridiculous, as well as dance, and family.
but to catch you up, i got really sick on saturday and didn't eat until today (monday) after i fainted, which had never happened to me until today. i weighed myself when i was finally able to get out of my bed and i'm 108. this number haunts me. it never gets smaller, yet often increases. i went two days without eating, i really don't understand. however, looking in the mirror i feel smaller somehow? who knows, i'm pretty delusional right now. but i'm super tired. i'll post soon. <3