oh

goodness.
i'm so sorry i haven't posted. i've been too sick and too fat.
i still fit into my zero jeans no problem, thank god. thanksgiving was yesterday. that wasn't okay. but other than that i've actually been doing decent. school lunches have been bad the past week, but i'll kick myself back into better habits. i've actually been happy lately. well happy-ish. i've had things to do. that is really good for me because if i wasn't out doing things i'd be sitting on my lazy ass eating and watching tv. two nights ago i was hanging out with some people and everyone was smoking and i don't smoke weed anymore so i sat there and watched and after when they all had the munchies and everyone was scarfing down chips, pizza, and soda i was happily sitting there starving.
well i need to go get ready, i'm going out. that means i won't be eating until tomorrow morning.
<3